2020\u2019 ye dair dileklerimizi tuttuk hepimiz. Tek tek \u00a0sayd\u0131k ondan geriye.<\/p>\n
0n<\/em><\/p>\n Onlarca dile\u011fimiz vard\u0131.<\/p>\n Dokuz<\/em><\/p>\n Kimimizin listesinde \u2018\u015fu an oldu\u011fumuzun daha iyi bir versiyonu\u2019 olmak,<\/p>\n Sekiz<\/em><\/p>\n Kimimizinkinde her kad\u0131nda \u00a0her zaman mevcut olan o fazla \u00a0be\u015f kiloyu vermek vard\u0131.<\/p>\n Yedi<\/em><\/p>\n Belki de yediklerimizi yememeyi , g\u00f6rmedi\u011fimiz yerleri g\u00f6rmeyi diledik.<\/p>\n Alt\u0131 <\/em><\/p>\n \u2018En az alt\u0131 \u00fclke g\u00f6rmek\u2019 ti belki,<\/p>\n Be\u015f<\/em><\/p>\n Her g\u00fcn 5 \u2018te kalksak ne g\u00fczel olurdu.<\/p>\n D\u00f6rt <\/em><\/p>\n Her ay en az d\u00f6rt kitap okunmal\u0131<\/p>\n \u00dc\u00e7 <\/em><\/p>\n \u00dc\u00e7 film izlenmeliydi her hafta.<\/p>\n \u0130ki <\/em><\/p>\n Bir dedi\u011fimiz iki olmas\u0131n istemekteydik iki bin yirmide.<\/p>\n Bir <\/em><\/p>\n <\/p>\n Veeee<\/p>\n Ula\u015ft\u0131k 2020\u2019ye.<\/p>\n D\u00fcnden daha g\u00fczel, daha sevin\u00e7li de\u011fildik. Yine ac\u0131k\u0131yor, yine uykumuz geliyor i\u015fte.<\/p>\n Yine oluyor baz\u0131 \u015feyler. Yine, ra\u011fmen, oysa ki.<\/p>\n Kimsenin hevesini kursa\u011f\u0131nda b\u0131rakmak de\u011fil niyetim.<\/p>\n Dile\u011fim, y\u00fczle\u015femediklerimizle y\u00fczle\u015febilmek bu y\u0131l.<\/p>\n Dile\u011fim, eteklerini tutarak bale \u00e7al\u0131\u015fan bir k\u0131z girse yaz\u0131mdan i\u00e7eri.<\/p>\n K\u0131y\u0131da k\u00f6\u015fede tuttuklar\u0131m\u0131z\u0131 , hal\u0131n\u0131n alt\u0131na ittirdiklerimiz elden ge\u00e7irmek.<\/p>\n Sene-sonu \/ y\u0131l-ba\u015f\u0131<\/p>\n Geriye d\u00f6n\u00fck- \u0130leriye do\u011fru<\/p>\n S\u0131n\u0131rl\u0131 muhasebe & sonsuz umut.<\/p>\n Ne yapt\u0131k, ne yapamad\u0131k?<\/p>\n Dile getirilmeyeni s\u00f6ylesek,<\/p>\n Eteklerimizdeki ta\u015flar\u0131 d\u00f6ksek,<\/p>\n Say\u0131lamayanlar\u0131 saysak bu y\u0131l.<\/p>\n S\u0131rt\u0131m\u0131za y\u00fck olan, kursa\u011f\u0131m\u0131zda yutulamay\u0131p kalan lokmalara baksak,<\/p>\n A\u011fz\u0131m\u0131zdaki baklay\u0131 \u00e7\u0131kar\u0131p, y\u00fcre\u011fimizdeki ta\u015f\u0131 avu\u00e7lasak belki;<\/p>\n T\u00fcrkan Sultan gibi, sinemize bassak o kara ta\u015f\u0131.<\/p>\n T\u00fcrkan\u2019\u0131n kuca\u011f\u0131nda tuttu\u011fu o kara ta\u015f, yas\u0131.<\/p>\n O yas\u0131 ta\u015f\u0131sak kuca\u011f\u0131m\u0131zda biraz.<\/p>\n <\/p>\n Plie.<\/em><\/p>\n A\u00e7<\/em><\/p>\n Avu\u00e7 i\u00e7leri yukar\u0131da <\/em><\/p>\n <\/p>\n Sahi, 2019\u2019da nelerde birinci olduk biz?<\/p>\n <\/p>\n Arka <\/em><\/p>\n Yan <\/em><\/p>\n \u00d6n <\/em><\/p>\n \u00a0<\/em><\/p>\n Kad\u0131na y\u00f6nelik \u015fiddette Avrupa birincili\u011fimiz yoktu bizim. 2019\u2019da olmu\u015f, do\u011fru mu?<\/p>\n <\/p>\n Bas<\/em><\/p>\n Avu\u00e7 i\u00e7leri yukar\u0131da.<\/em><\/p>\n Yapal\u0131m m\u0131 birlikte?<\/em><\/p>\n <\/p>\n 474 kad\u0131n \u00f6ld\u00fcr\u00fclmemi\u015fti zaten 365 g\u00fcn\u00fc olan bir y\u0131lda.<\/p>\n <\/p>\n Kayma hareketiniz bir \u015fase. <\/em><\/p>\n Buyrun.<\/em><\/p>\n \u00d6nce yava\u015f sonra h\u0131zlanal\u0131m.<\/em><\/p>\n <\/p>\n Yeni y\u0131l dile\u011fimiz, \u2018Daha az kad\u0131n\u0131n \u00f6ld\u00fcr\u00fcld\u00fc\u011f\u00fc bir y\u0131l olsun\u2019 olmam\u0131\u015ft\u0131 hi\u00e7.<\/p>\n 81 ilimizin 81 \u2018inde de bir kad\u0131n \u00f6ld\u00fcr\u00fclmemi\u015fti \u015fimdiye kadar.<\/p>\n <\/p>\n Biraz h\u0131zlan\u0131yoruz. <\/em><\/p>\n Son iki kere.<\/em><\/p>\n Bir kere daha.<\/em><\/p>\n <\/p>\n \u2018Elalemin kocas\u0131 neler yap\u0131yor\u2019 kad\u0131nlara ait bir c\u00fcmleydi. Kom\u015funun kocas\u0131n\u0131n koltuklar\u0131 de\u011fi\u015ftirmesini, bir ka\u00e7 \u00f6teberi almas\u0131n\u0131 anlat\u0131rken kullan\u0131rd\u0131 kad\u0131n. \u2018Kad\u0131n d\u0131rd\u0131r\u0131\u2019yd\u0131.<\/p>\n \u015eimdi ise \u2018ya\u015fam hakk\u0131n\u0131 bah\u015fediyorum sana\u2019, \u2018di\u011fer kocalar\u0131n ne yapt\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 g\u00f6rm\u00fcyor musun?\u2019 diye erkekler kullan\u0131yor \u2018elalemin kocalar\u0131 ne yap\u0131yor?\u2019 c\u00fcmlesini. Kad\u0131n\u0131n, onu \u00f6ld\u00fcrmeyen adam\u0131n l\u00fctfuna minnet etmesini bekleyerek.<\/p>\n <\/p>\n Plie <\/em><\/p>\n \u015ease <\/em><\/p>\n \u00d6nde<\/em><\/p>\n <\/p>\n Kad\u0131n\u0131n \u2018can\u0131na k\u0131ymak\u2019 hi\u00e7 bu kadar kolay olmam\u0131\u015ft\u0131.<\/p>\n <\/p>\n Kayma hareketinin ad\u0131 \u015fase.<\/em><\/p>\n <\/p>\n Bir kad\u0131n\u0131n \u00f6ld\u00fcr\u00fclme s\u00fcresi anahtar\u0131 \u00e7eviri\u015fi ve yukar\u0131 \u00e7\u0131kana kadarki say\u0131l\u0131 dakikalar\u0131n i\u00e7ine s\u0131k\u0131\u015fmam\u0131\u015ft\u0131. Bu kez maharet, el \u00e7abuklu\u011funda de\u011fil, vicdan yoklu\u011fundayd\u0131. Sokaklar hi\u00e7 bu kadar karanl\u0131k olmam\u0131\u015ft\u0131.<\/p>\n Sa\u011f ayak \u015fase yaparken sol ayak,<\/em><\/p>\n Ceren\u2019in sofraya taba\u011f\u0131 konulmu\u015ftu oysa ki. Eve g\u00fcvenle gelmi\u015fti. Zile basm\u0131\u015f, ablas\u0131 zile ko\u015fmu\u015f, Ceren\u2019i yukar\u0131dan g\u00f6rm\u00fc\u015ft\u00fc.<\/p>\n \u2018Ceren de geldi\u2019<\/p>\n \u2018Hadi sofraya ge\u00e7elim\u2019 demi\u015fti. Belki Ceren\u2019in \u00e7orbas\u0131n\u0131 koymu\u015ftu ilk.<\/p>\n \u00d6nce yava\u015f sonra h\u0131zlanacak.<\/em><\/p>\n Ama olmad\u0131. Ceren, yukar\u0131 \u00e7\u0131kamad\u0131. Ablas\u0131n\u0131n koydu\u011fu \u00e7orba tasta, hayata dair umutlar kursakta kald\u0131. Ya\u015fanmayan ve art\u0131k ya\u015fanamayacak bir hayat kald\u0131 Ceren\u2019den geriye. O g\u00fczel bale kost\u00fcm\u00fc, ask\u0131da kald\u0131 belki de. \u0130ki kat yukar\u0131 \u00e7\u0131kamad\u0131. S\u00f6ylenmemi\u015f \u015fark\u0131lar, dans edemedi\u011fi m\u00fczikaller kald\u0131 geriye. Sahi, en \u00e7ok hangi m\u00fczikalde ba\u015fdans\u00e7\u0131 olmay\u0131 hayal etmi\u015fti?<\/p>\n S\u0131\u00e7rayal\u0131m m\u0131, ister misiniz?<\/em><\/p>\n F\u0131nd\u0131kk\u0131ran m\u0131, Ku\u011fu G\u00f6l\u00fc Balesi mi?<\/p>\n Sahi, ka\u00e7 kad\u0131n yeme\u011fin tuzu eksik diye…<\/p>\n Ka\u00e7 kad\u0131n \u2018o istenmeyen kom\u015fu \u2018 eve geldi diye….<\/p>\n Ka\u00e7 kad\u0131n \u2018eve gelicek misin\u2019 diye sordu diye…..<\/p>\n Ka\u00e7 hayat….<\/p>\n Bo\u015f kalan ka\u00e7 \u00e7er\u00e7eve….<\/p>\n Annesiz kalan ka\u00e7 yavru…<\/p>\n Elimize alamazsak bu ta\u015f\u0131, kuca\u011f\u0131m\u0131zda tutamazsak o yas\u0131, ta\u015f\u0131yamazsak, daha kolay olmaz m\u0131 bizi bat\u0131rmas\u0131?<\/p>\n \u2666<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":" 2020\u2019 ye dair dileklerimizi tuttuk hepimiz. Tek tek \u00a0sayd\u0131k ondan geriye. 0n Onlarca dile\u011fimiz vard\u0131. Dokuz Kimimizin listesinde \u2018\u015fu an oldu\u011fumuzun daha iyi bir versiyonu\u2019 olmak, Sekiz Kimimizinkinde her kad\u0131nda \u00a0her zaman mevcut olan o fazla \u00a0be\u015f kiloyu vermek vard\u0131. Yedi Belki de yediklerimizi yememeyi , g\u00f6rmedi\u011fimiz yerleri g\u00f6rmeyi diledik. Alt\u0131 \u2018En az alt\u0131 \u00fclke […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":60,"featured_media":8150,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":[],"categories":[11,41],"tags":[260,331,462,499,822],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/perihanciragoz.com\/dijitaltopuklar\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/8148"}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/perihanciragoz.com\/dijitaltopuklar\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/perihanciragoz.com\/dijitaltopuklar\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/perihanciragoz.com\/dijitaltopuklar\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/60"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/perihanciragoz.com\/dijitaltopuklar\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=8148"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/perihanciragoz.com\/dijitaltopuklar\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/8148\/revisions"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/perihanciragoz.com\/dijitaltopuklar\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media\/8150"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/perihanciragoz.com\/dijitaltopuklar\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=8148"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/perihanciragoz.com\/dijitaltopuklar\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=8148"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/perihanciragoz.com\/dijitaltopuklar\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=8148"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}